I don't know why, but lately I've been pretty melancholy. Not as much depressed as just blah and unmotivated. But underneath that lies a restlessness that I need to be doing something.

Maybe it has to do with working at home all week...even though I'm at home, I haven't really gone out. I stay inside the apartment all day. I know I should go out and take a break, but I just don't feel like it. I just sit all day at my laptop with my cordless phone, working and talking to clients. And watching TV. I've got my whole 'background noise' TV schedule down.

9am: Xena
10am: Xena
11am: Different World
11:30: Different World
12pm: Roseanne
12:30: Roseanne
1pm: Afternoon movie on the Oxygen channel
3pm: Xena (rerun from the day before)
4pm: VH-1/MTV

How sad!

I think it could also be a mixture of homesickness and being really tired. Don't know why, though!

OK, OK, I know...it's playing Yahoo! Pool with Redpac in the day and Texas Hold'em with Jones at night that could be having something to do with it.

Well, tomorrow is another day, and it's the weekend!

Posted by Yano at February 6, 2004 05:04 PM