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I've been in hiding lately. I've hardly been on AIM, my phone has been on silent, and all I've been wanting to do is sleep and veg out. I apologize to anyone who's emailed or called and hasn't heard anything back. It's a pretty bad funk, I don't want to do anything, talk to anyone, or be productive. I had the day to myself yesterday since Dave was on call, and I pretty much did nothing. I did some minimal cleaning, which was much less than I had wanted to, most of the day I just sat around watching TV. I've been so irritable and so grumpy lately, I feel bad for Dave. Luckily for him, I'm holed up in Thousand Oaks for the rest of the week. I guess I just need to be alone for a bit, to sort things out in my head. When Dave asks me how I'm doing, I don't even try to give the standard 'OK' I've been saying, I just come right out and say 'Sad.' Or maybe it's because I've been alone for too long.
Or maybe that 3 hour drive is really wearing me out.
Or....a lack of calcium. I haven't drank much milk lately. That must be it.
Ohh! I know. I'm getting a zit. That always brings me down. Maybe if I do some proactive work and get some Persagel on it, the zit will go away and I will be back in my happy place.
:)
Blah!
Posted by Yano at December 8, 2003 07:43 PMI've been feelin' the same way...my mind's thinking about a hundred different things! I MISS YOU...can't wait to see you on Christmas! Wish you weren't feelin' lonely--here's a *BIG HUG*
Posted by: Marilyn on December 8, 2003 09:02 PMmaybe it's in the air cuz i know what ya mean. i've been feelin kinda blah too... anyhoo, i hope you're ok... love you! miss you! *muwah*
Posted by: bumblebootie on December 8, 2003 09:39 PMme too babe..the holidays make me cranky. especially when i don't have the money for gifts, i don't know if i'll have a job in january and it's dark when i get to work and dark when i leave!!! enough of my complaining..i must get my own blog to do that. :)
Posted by: Lara on December 9, 2003 07:34 AMIt's ok, Christine. Take your time!
Posted by: Noelle on December 9, 2003 10:27 AMTake it easy, Christine, and don't let these funky days worry you. They're part of the process you're going through. Also, we all have them once in awhile anyway. Let yourself take the time you need to "funk out." It's okay.
Posted by: Trisha on December 10, 2003 04:06 AM
