Today is a horrible day. It started out horrible, and it's getting worse and worse. Seriously, on a scale from 1-10, it started out a 2.5 and has been downgraded to a 2.

You know what sucks about having a blog that you know other people read? When you want to really pour your heart out about something, but you can't, because you know that people who read you words may tell other people, and it's not something that everyone needs to know right now. Sorry for being mysterious and everything, but there are some hard times coming ahead, and it breaks my heart to think of it. Eventually I'll put it down here, but right now I can't, for two reasons - 1) It's too early for me to broadcast it to the world, and 2) I'll start crying if I talk about it. Don't worry, it has nothing to do with me, Dave or the wedding.

And when you're having a bad day, little things just make it worse and worse. You try to keep yourself busy, but you end up in a meeting where you zone out and just start dwelling on things. Damn meetings that I don't really need to attend. And work doesn't help my mood much. But then again, little moments of laughter that people give you let you know that there's a light at the end of this dark tunnel. I love working with some of these guys.

On a lighter note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAUDINE! Poor thing has an exam on her birthday. Aww. Well, I wish my wonderful sisterfriend a great birthday and many happy ones to come.

Posted by Yano at August 21, 2002 04:50 PM